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Jaejoong's yesterday's feigned stony icy expression literally broke something inside of me....... I've never saw anyone, in my life, looking so bitter while receiving such a prestigious award. His eyes were glazed all the time and watching him fighting mighty hard to suppress his feelings inside, right in front of my television made me want to cry my eyes out except that my aunt was there too and so were my niece and nephew, so I had to held all the emotions welled inside my heart and guard it with a fake smile plastered on my face.
He was never my favorite, explain why I never really ever spazz about him no matter how much
I'm glad that both Yoochun and Junsu were there. Yoochun seemed solemn, although I do think that he is broken down inside but I think, this man really know when to be strong. Junsu was sturdier, and surprisingly seemed to take the lead, as if looking after both of his hyungs. He seemed to be the more calm and collected, maybe the sexy charisma that was given to him to carry wasn't fall on the wrong person.
I am pass hoping to see all 5 of them on the same stage in Korea, but all hopes aren't lost thinking that I still can look forward for their group activities in Japan. I'm waiting for the 2 programs to be aired and really glad that Best Hits Kayousai will aired sooner, next week. Since I don't know who are the artists lineup, I am more excited about the FNS, but since THSK will be in the program, there is a very good reason to be all excited, y/y?
Anyway, THSK, hwaiting!
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And the stage look so huge.... and empty
